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*Farblade:iconFarblade:

Was just a phase.  

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Journal Entry: Wed May 14, 2008, 1:28 AM
Nearly four years of my life has been spent crawling around here on Deviantart. In those four years, I've gone through many forms of art media, learning the basis of such forms and progressing to another when the early levels were learned.

With all this knowledge, I at least understand that I'd like a career in art.

With those four years spent though, I'm still not too happy with how life is.

I look around on all the things I have my hands in, the communities, and slowly I've drifted out of them, unhappy. There still are a few friends I have, but that is back to a one-hand count once again.

A lot of the little things that makes DA unique is slowly making me upset. Journals, journals, journals... its like presents, only you open and find things you don't want instead. I see this, I see that. I learn things I didn't want to know, things on top of what knowledge I have making me feel worse. To some, I have became forgotten; to others, I have become disliked. What hurt the most recently, was to someone, I was just a phase, no longer needed.

I know I don't post that much, but, the feedback I get for things I put effort into just aren't becoming proportional to what I put into it. My time is being wasted slowly here, the talents I have unappreciated. Things just are not how they used to be.

So thusly, I fade. Send me an email if you want- I'll leave it up on my page. I'll be working on my project from afar, letting the 8 weeks left my subscription die off.

  • Mood: Defeated

Devious Information

  • Current Age: twentyTHREE
  • Current Residence: Eagle River, Alaska
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large
  • Interests: Drawing | Computers | Writing | Dream Psychology
  • Favourite movie: Star Wars Episodes IV thru VI
  • Favourite band or musician: Dragonforce | Muse | Foo Fighters
  • Favourite genre of music: Electronica | Speed Metal
  • Favourite style or digital art: Digital Painting
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp 2/5
  • Skin of choice: Green.Tea- Crimson by Blueslaad
  • Favourite game: Mage: The Ascension
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 | PC | SNES
  • Personal Quote: Sorry about being gone so long, was eating dinner.
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS2 | Intuos3 6x8 | Graphite | Notepad | Paper

Devious Comments

=Mediasvengali:iconMediasvengali: Apr 9, 2008, 7:17:07 PM
He lives in achorage

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*Farblade:iconFarblade: Apr 4, 2008, 11:13:04 PM
Elmendorf, Ft. Rich, or the ones outside of anchorage...?

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"Sometimes the things that may or may not be true are the things that a man needs to believe in the most."

-Hub McCann,Secondhand Lions
=Mediasvengali:iconMediasvengali: Apr 4, 2008, 8:09:57 PM
i have some buddys in alaska... they play WoW but not game :blowkiss:

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*Farblade:iconFarblade: Apr 4, 2008, 7:14:56 PM
I'm still here in Alaska. No gamers here unfortunately...

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"Sometimes the things that may or may not be true are the things that a man needs to believe in the most."

-Hub McCann,Secondhand Lions
=Mediasvengali:iconMediasvengali: Apr 4, 2008, 6:44:44 PM
Im doing good.. life has been bumpy but what can u do? Where are you now?

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*Farblade:iconFarblade: Apr 3, 2008, 3:14:48 PM
I'm alright, just was wondering if you were alright... if stuff was okay and such... sorry about the quiet.

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"Sometimes the things that may or may not be true are the things that a man needs to believe in the most."

-Hub McCann,Secondhand Lions
=Mediasvengali:iconMediasvengali: Mar 31, 2008, 10:20:16 AM
Hey Babe! Long time no speak. How are thing?

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~ricsto:iconricsto: Mar 26, 2008, 1:23:21 AM
Hey hey, this is really good work, check out my stuff if you like photography :)

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~ricsto:iconricsto: Mar 26, 2008, 1:22:29 AM
Nice gallery, what do you think of mine?

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~Duef:iconDuef: Mar 21, 2008, 3:22:18 AM
hello there randm deviant, nice gallery

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*blueslaad:iconblueslaad: Jan 28, 2008, 8:29:23 PM
Thanks for the favourite. :D

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*Cmac13:iconCmac13: Jan 24, 2008, 8:49:10 AM
a little old fashioned poem for you :iconfarblade: on your special day

Mondays child is fair of face
Tuesdays child is full of grace
Wednesdays child is full of woe
Thursdays child has far to go
Fridays child is loving and giving
Saturdays child works hard for a living
and the child that is born on a Sunday is bonny and blythe and good and gay :manhug:

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*birthdays:iconbirthdays: Jan 24, 2008, 3:50:25 AM
:w00t: :dance: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :dance: :w00t:

It's 24th January which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you :hug:

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~komandante2005:iconkomandante2005: Jan 23, 2008, 5:18:11 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

:iconkomandante2005: :hug: :iconfarblade:

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~derektye05:iconderektye05: Jan 19, 2008, 2:44:14 PM
Yea, I've been busy...very busy. I haven't even been on any messenger (for more than 10 minutes) for over a year I think... Anyhow, love the Webcam pic there...it reminds me of Austin Powers....(and Star Wars for some odd reason...)
*Farblade:iconFarblade: Jan 19, 2008, 11:45:51 AM
Ah, nice to see you back. Was wondering where you were, but now that such is cleared up, awesome.

And don't be a stranger, its nice to see people stop by as they do.

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-Hub McCann,Secondhand Lions
~derektye05:iconderektye05: Jan 17, 2008, 1:08:26 AM
Hey! Just thought I'd let you know that I'm back to DA. I'd love it if you would comment on a few of my newly uploaded works.
~Fireflys:iconFireflys: Jan 15, 2008, 12:20:58 PM
Ohlawd. :fear: That webcam!

Post moar plz!<3
*AkPAS:iconAkPAS: Dec 26, 2007, 5:42:12 PM
Just stopping by to say hi :wave:
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*Farblade:iconFarblade: Dec 13, 2007, 12:09:47 PM
It'll forever be a mystery then...

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"Sometimes the things that may or may not be true are the things that a man needs to believe in the most."

-Hub McCann,Secondhand Lions
~Fireflys:iconFireflys: Dec 12, 2007, 2:02:05 PM
Maybe I did... <<