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Uncertainty In A New Land

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 17, 2009, 10:21 AM


After a good bit of anguish spent in America's upper north, I've finally moved elsewhere, back home.

Home. Evansville, Indiana. Place fits my mood, for the time being.

There's family here I havn't seen in 3+ years. I've got an ex-aunt here I haven't seen since 1991, and 2 cousins I also have yet to see for a long time. Family complications. I wish I could see them, visit them, but I'm extremely different from which I last saw them.

Then there's family I know. Family I'm radically different from. Its good to see them again, yet a reminder of my immediate blood ties's resemblance to me: slim to none. Still an outcast amongst thieves, to put it metaphorically.

Part of me feels empty.

Another part feels filled, with an emotion I can't determine.

Over the trip from Alaska to Indiana, I had few people contact me. Very few, a one-handed count. One person, whose contacted me the most, kept me grounded to reality with their concern. My best friend. She knows who she is; I miss her all the time. If there's one person I'm always glad to have in my life, its her.

With all this new change, and new familiarity, art's been a bit slow. New drawings are to be finished soon, speed sketches, photos, etc. I've wanted to write a work of fiction too, but I blame Terry Brooks's Shannara series for NaNoWriMo being postponed for next year.

Regardless, life's an adventure. I'm just waiting to level up, I guess.

  • Mood: Winter Downs
  • Reading: Sword of Shannara
  • Watching: Venture Bros. Season 3
  • Playing: Xbox360

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: On the road
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large
  • Interests: Drawing | Computers | Writing | Dream Psychology
  • Favourite movie: Star Wars Episodes IV thru VI
  • Favourite band or musician: Muse | Foo Fighters
  • Favourite genre of music: Electronica | Metal
  • Favourite style of art: Digital Painting
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp 2/5
  • Skin of choice: Green.Tea- Crimson by Blueslaad
  • Favourite game: Mage: The Ascension
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 | PC | SNES | PSP
  • Personal Quote: Sorry about being gone so long, was eating dinner.
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS4 | Intuos3 6x8 | Graphite | Notepad | Paper

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:icongavade:
Thanks for the watch, I appreciate it ;)
:icongavade:
Thanks for the fav! :D
:iconfarblade:
No problem man! Anytime!

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Kahlil Gibran
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happy (belated) birthday toooo youuuuu :D


hope you enjoyed your special day. :aww:



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:star: :damphyr: Happy Birthday!! ^_^

~January 24~
:iconfarblade:
Thanks for remembering!

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"A man's true wealth is the good he does in the world. Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror. But you are eternity and you are the mirror."

Kahlil Gibran
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A birthday rhyme for you
on your special day

Monday's child is fair of face.
Tuesday's child is full of grace.
Wednesday's child is loving and giving.
Thursday's child works hard for a living,
Friday's child fears no foe.
Saturday's child has far to go.
And the child born on Sunday
is bonny and wise in every way.
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find the day of the week you were born here [link]
More about the rhyme: [link]

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:iconfarblade:
Hehe! You remembered two years in a row! Awesome!

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"A man's true wealth is the good he does in the world. Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror. But you are eternity and you are the mirror."

Kahlil Gibran
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:giggle: the data base kept by :iconbirthdays: helps a lot :rofl:

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:tighthug: Don't take life to seriously
No one gets out alive
all we can hope for is
when all is said and done more is done than said :tighthug:

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